Sunday, December 18, 2011

My Dark Twisted Fantasy; What's happening within the music industry?


Am I the only one that taken notice of the dark themes that seem to becoming more prevalent within the music industry? From Kanye West, Rihanna, Pink, Lady Gaga and Eminem, the music industry has a dark cloud over it and it seems to be growing larger by the minute. 

Kanye West's Album Cover; "My Dark Twisted Fantasy"

Kanye West invokes "murcielago" a feminine demon that has bat like qualities and he pleads for mercy while he copulates with it on the album cover.  Is anyone noticing that the names of these demons, while ancient diabolical entities, are so prevalent in our culture that major gaming companies are designing games for our children featuring these entities.  

Rihanna has songs which urge the listener to kill themselves (Russian Roulette).  In this particular song, the lyrics seem to be coming from a masculine voice a "false lover" that encourages the listener to "Just Do It" meaning to kill themselves.  Some of of her other music, such as "Man Down" encourage the listener to murder others, especially if they have wronged you. 

Pink actually performed a masonic ritual on stage, as if to hide the truth in plain site.  I mean, is she really was involved in occult activity, she would put it right in a video for everyone to see right?  Well, that is exactly what she did, it is the ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM.  In her video "Just Like a Pill" she features a High Satanic Wizard.  He first appears at the 1:06 time and again at the 1:40 and so on.  

The very secret attire of a high wizard, which features the white face paint, black top hat, black suit, scarf and walking stick is how a satanic wizard appears when doing spells and black magic.  It secret, yet she seems to know about it.  According to Zachary King, a former satanic high wizard for over 26 years, a person can be killed for revealing the identity of a High Wizard and Pink features one in her video.  However, she does not reveal his identity and when looking online for the name of the man in her video, one cannot find any reference to the character.  It is as if he was not in the video at all.  

Speaking of Zachary King, he also shared with me that some secret spells that he learned, are being sung in  songs that we are listening to on the radio.  He first noticed this when the song "Bawitdaba". So as not to scandalize or share knowledge of spells, I will not list the details.

He also shared that playing games like Dungeon and Dragons were ways to get involved in spells and that many of the demons in modern games for children, are real actual demonic entities presented to youth as harmless demons within a game, yet they are really demonic entities looking for an invitation to enter into our homes and into our children's lives.  

As for Eminem, I don't even know where to start.  Even if he is not involved in the occult, his words are horrific.  Here is a small sample:

They said I can't rap about being broke no more
They ain't say I can't rap about coke no more
(AH!) Slut, you think I won't choke no whore
'til the vocal cords don't work in her throat no more?!
(AH!) These motherfuckers are thinking I'm playing
Thinking I'm saying the shit cause I'm thinking it just to be saying it
(AH!) Put your hands down bitch, I ain't gonna shoot you
I'ma pull +YOU+ to this bullet, and put it through you
(AH!) Shut up slut, you're causing too much chaos
Just bend over and take it like a slut, OK Ma?
"Oh, now he's raping his own mother, abusing a whore,
snorting coke, and we gave him the Rolling Stone cover?"
You god damn right BITCH, and now it's too late
I'm triple platinum and tragedies happen in two states
I invented violence, you vile venomous volatile bitches
vain Vicadin, vrinnn Vrinnn, VRINNN! [*chainsaw revs up*]
Texas Chainsaw, left his brains all
dangling from his neck, while his head barely hangs on
Blood, guts, guns, cuts
Knives, lives, wives, nuns, sluts
The level of hatred and evil is very scary.  Imagine a child listening to this song over and over.  Eminem's song "3AM", features him as a homicidal manic that murders, dismembers and then drinks the blood of his victims(3AM is known as the Devil's hour as it is a mockery of the 3PM hour in which Christ died on the cross for the sins of the world). 

In the song my mother heart is pierced by a sword as I watch and listen to the horrific sexual, physical and mental abuse of his step-father and his mother's emotional abandonment as she allows this to happen to her son.  No wonder he is so angry with women, no wonder he is so messed up and open to the influences of the evil one. 

So, it seems that music is being used to saturate the airwaves and with it, to come into the lives of people who want to connect to something.  Instead of hiding in back masking (which is still being done today) it seems that the enemy the evil one is ready to come out into the open.  Why? Because he knows that people will say "It's just a song, it's just a video, it's just art" no one is paying attention.  

Just look at the evil band "Ghost" which has actually come out and said he is a High Satanic Wizard that is coming to America in January of 2012 and when he gets here, he is going to do 13 satanic rituals in 13 cities around the country and that these rituals will involved blood ceremonies.

Mysterious Swedish buzz band Ghost has announced that it will embark on its first ever North American headlining tour in January, 2012. Ghost cult leader “Papa Emeritus” (who takes the stage in the form of “a satanic pope”) and his anonymous ghouls will team up with doom rockers Blood Ceremony andAncient VVisdom for a two week trek dubbed the “13 Dates of Doom” tour that will launch on January 18 in New York City.
In the name of Satan, we will conduct thirteen rituals in thirteen different cities throughout the United States and Canada and now we are summoning all of our devotees to partake in these blasphemous eves of black magic.”
The itinerary for the Ghost/Blood Ceremony/Ancient VVisdom winter North American tour is as follows:
 01/18 New YorkNY Bowery Ballroom
 01/19 WashingtonD.C. Rock N Roll Hotel
 01/20 BostonMA Middle East (downstairs)
 01/21 MontrealQC Corona Theatre
 01/22 TorontoON The Mod Club
 01/24 ChicagoIL Bottom Lounge
 01/25 Saint PaulMN Station 4
 01/27 DenverCO Marquis Theatre
 01/28 Salt Lake CityUT The Vertigo (The Complex)
 01/30 SeattleWA El Corazon
 01/31 PortlandOR Hawthorne Theater 02/01 San FranciscoCA Bottom of the Hill
 02/02 Los AngelesCA The Roxy

Still not sure that music is being used to pass along a demonic message, influence and oppression? Well, they do.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

5 Things I Am Thankful For This Year


What?  No, I am not thankful that they wrecked my house.  My life has been filled with trying to function as a mother of 8 and a wife of 18 years while still trying to sort out the horrific reality that Bank of America wrongly seized our home, destroyed it, acknowledged they made a mistake, but not before their negligence destroyed our home.  We were featured on NPR news but I cannot get the local media to put anything on about it.  I guess the fact that our home was destroyed and that the ground water might be contaminated as a result for anyone living nearby just is not newsworthy enough.  But my 14 year old put it in perspective for me.  She said, "I bet there are other people out there that had there house taken away (wrongly) that actually lost their kids because they had no way to take care of their family".  I suddenly felt ashamed of myself that I have been focusing on how our house was taken and ruined, forgetting that at least we have a place to live and are together and healthy.  I am so grateful for children that many times, help me get my priorities straight.  I am Thankful that despite the real difficulties our family is going through, that we are together and that we love each other and that we are healthy.
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FOX 11 News Story On Our Family

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My Radio Show "Embracing Your Greatness" went national on Monday.  I am so grateful that God has some how found me worthy to be a part of growing the kingdom of Christ.  This week my radio show "Embracing Your Greatness" went national on World Family of Radio Maria.  How do I know it is working? Because within an hour of the show (I live Ustream my show's then upload them to my YouTube Channel) I began to get comments from all kinds of Atheists commenting and dialoguing with me and so, the new frontier of evangelization is something I am proud to embark upon with Radio Maria! 
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I was as psychology major in college and when I was there I remember being taught that every human being has needs that must be met or else there will be consequences to the very "psyche" of a person.  These needs, according to Maslow, are hierarchal in that there are particular needs that must be met in order for a person to begin to develop and grow as a "healthy" person.

Because I have had such a dysfunctional childhood, there are things at my base, that were not there and so there are  consequences as a result.  In terms of faith those consequences are very severe.  

I have always had an impediment to entering into relationship with God the Father.  Over the past couple of months, The Father has been healing me by showing me that he will meet even my most basic of needs.

Just when I thought we would be homeless, the Father found us shelter.  In case I would some how miss that He had a hand in it, He moved me into a Rectory with the Blessed Sacrament within feet of my families new home.  There is so much more as result, but let's just say He continues to surprise me each and everyday in this way and I am grateful and feel like his little daughter.  I am grateful that God the Father has revealed Himself to me in such a real and obvious way and that He continues to do so everyday!


 My kids have been pointing out to me that when I get frustrated, I tend to be less than charitable.  I thank God He showed that to me so I can begin to make the correction in my language, in my behavior but more importantly in my heart.  I want to also add that my kids's friends call me "mom" or say things like I am their "other" mom, well that just makes my heart want to burst out of my chest.  The things my kids have been saying lately have been like a deep salve on my heart encouraging me to WANT to be a better mom and a better woman.   The saying "Out of the mouth of babes" have truly been a something I am thankful for this year. 

My husband was raised Jehovah's Witness.  For him to embrace the openness to life, children and the love that flows from that shows not only love for me but courage.  We now live in a world where people can get an abortion in the 9th month and it is called "choice" and people applaud this but for me, a woman who has  8 children, I have people in restaurants tell me I am disgusting.  Just yesterday I had someone say to me "8 Children? Despicable baby factory! Your body works but your brain doesn't!"
I am so very grateful for a man who loves me so much that he tells me everyday.  He has a woman who has emotional scar's that make it hard for me to show physical affection outside of the marital embrace, yet he patiently loves me through this and waits and loves and waits and loves.  He constantly makes sacrifices after sacrifices.  He is a much better man than I will ever be a woman and for that I am so grateful.  I love you Shawn, you are my bridegroom and you are joy and my treasure.  Thank you for loving me. 

Saturday, November 12, 2011

You Were Meant To Be Broken=The Lie Behind Sexual Abuse

Sexual Abuse.  It has been going on for since the beginning when sin entered into the world.

My earliest memory is of sexual abuse.  I was three years old and was awoken by a man who was supposed to be my babysitter who had stripped from the waist down on his waterbed and was violating me.  I was scared, I was confused, I was in pain and did not know what to do, so I pretended to be asleep.  I cried silently as I laid there being abused in such a horrific way that when I tell you that I understand the deep wounds of sexual abuse, I really mean it.
That being said, I want to talk to those who are watching the Penn State Scandal.  I want to discuss Sexual Abuse from the perceptive that perhaps those who are sexually abused have been and are being targeted by the Devil because they have been called by God to bring their gifts in a very powerful way to the word for the sake of the salvation of souls.  Each of us have been created by God as a unique and unrepeatable gift of our person.  Each of us have been given different gifts and charisms in living out our lives that will bring Christ to the world.  So in light of this truth, it makes sense then, that if we had supernatural eyes to see, we  would see that light emanating from one another and that the light takes on a different look in some way depending upon who you are and what your particular gifts are.  Just as an icon looks as if the light is coming from within the person in the icon, that is how each of us, as an icon revealing we are created in the image and likeness of God, emanate light in the spiritual realm that only the angels and demons that surround us can see.

A few weeks ago I was in Chicago listening to Zachary King, an ex-high Wizard that was in a satanic coven for over 26 years give his conversion story.

As he was speaking about his childhood, I began to think, what if the reason certain people are sexually abused is not a random event, but is actually a coordinated attack by the devil to destroy God's chosen ones.  What if there were persons who were chosen by God to for the building up of the church and in doing so, bestowed upon them gifts and charisms  and in being chosen, there was some how a supernatural sign upon them that the enemy had learned to identify them?

As I pondered this in prayer, I began to imagine that right in the mother's womb, as new life is being knit together, the kiss of God is placed upon this tiny unborn child and in doing so an immortal soul is infused, thus creating a human person.   Each one of us is made in the image and likeness of God, unique and unrepeatable persons.  Within this truth there is a distinct gift of dignity within that child.  However each of us are called to give our yes in different ways and for different reasons.  Let's say a particular person is called to the priesthood or perhaps is called to be a great Saint and evangelize the world!  Well, this person would bear a mark that is quite different than others.  Perhaps there are more angels that surround this child or different angels, perhaps there is a light that emanates from them in some mysterious way, whatever this mark, this light, or the angels are that differentiate it from others, there seems to be some identifiable means of which to distinguish them from others.

The enemy, being superior in intellect and having thousands of years through trial and error, has some how learned to identify and recognize it.  He might not always know what exactly that persons call is, but he has learned to identify which ones ultimately enter religious life and which ones end up being extremely dangerous, or more easily swayed to his "dark" side and when he does,  he goes after it with a vengeance.  Why? Because we are at war folks.  We are the Church Militant and the enemy has his own battle plan, in terms of war the best plan is to infiltrate the enemies lair, subvert and undermine, use spies, whatever it takes to corrupt and destroy their military efforts.

I asked a priest friend of mine who is a Theologian in this area if I was correct in saying that those who are called to religious life are some how marked in a supernatural way.  He told me that yes, at the moment of conception those that are called to the priesthood are marked and that Mary does know her priests.  He also said that there are different angels sent to different people for different reasons and so that it would correct to say that the enemy can "see" this.

If we had supernatural eyes, we would see this as well.  Some of us are more in tune with the mystical all around us but for many, this reality is hard to believe in or hard to understand.  However, it is my hope that using this analogy one can begin to realize that we are body and soul.  That means there is a physical and spiritual reality knit together creating our very person.  We are neither one nor the other.  The teachings of Theology of The Body by Blessed Pope John Paul II states that " the body makes visible the invisible".  This means that my person is revealed through my body.  Spiritual realities, which our physical eyes can not see, still exist.  If I asked you if you loved someone and you said yes, could you place that love on the table in front of me to show me it? No, but we physicalize our love in other ways.  It is the old saying "Actions speak louder than words" and that is because our actions, our works, our deeds reveal a lot about who we are as human beings.  We need to open our minds to the reality that there is a spiritual realm all around us and it is just as real as the physical one.

The devil exists.  If we had eyes to see the spiritual realm, we would see him and much more.  St. Padre Pio,  once told a group of people that the number of devils active in the world is greater
than all the people who had been alive since Adam.[cviii] 

Padre Pio also said: “If all the devils that are here were to take bodily form, they would blot out the light of the sun!”[cix]. I read this same evidence in the books written by Fr. Gabriel Amorth, a leading Vatican Exorcist. 

ArchBishop Fulton Sheen said the greatest thing the devil ever did was to get people to think he does not exist.  I would agree with that but I would like to add that the devil has propagated yet another aspect to that great lie which is now taking hold even amongst Christians and is actually a far more dangerous lie.

People are now acknowledging that there may be a devil, yet in the same breath they say "but don't focus on him that is what he wants".  Some how people think that if they just ignore him he will go away or will not try to come against them in any way.  I have actually heard someone say, I don't pay any attention to him and people that do are giving him attention and that is giving him power.

I am sorry but what a load of garbage.  The devil is out there and he believes in what we seem to have all willingly abandoned which the belief the supernatural, the belief in the mystical, the mysterious and the spiritual reality that is is all around us.  Everything does mean something.  Our bodies speak a language.  Spiritual realities can be brought to bear in our temporal world we see this through the sacraments which are outward signs that we enter into through and with our physical bodies but what is even more amazing is that there is a spiritual grace that is flowing into our very soul through the sacraments.  The enemy knows this and that is why the "Black Mass" is an exact replica of a true mass, but profaned and blasphemed through ritual, even a consecrated host is used.  Why? Because the Devil believes that ritual, blood, words, sacramentals, sacraments, covenants and contracts are all real supernatural realities that are manifested in a physical way and so, being the great legalist that he is, exploits these truths that so many Christians no longer believe in.

St. Thomas of Aquinas said in his "Summa" that when a man and woman free from mortal sin come together in the marital embrace that the very union of this action becomes a conduit of grace to their souls which is a healing of concupiscence, it enables them to grow in holiness because of the grace received in the action.

The washing waters of baptism, the anointing of our bodies with healing oils, the eating and drinking of the body of Christ, the laying on of hands, the words spoken at consecration or when a couple makes their vows, we are physical beings with a soul and so a spiritual experience is something that our souls are experiencing while our bodies are experiencing it physically.

As a Catholic, I realize that blessed salt is not a magical luck charm.  The use of Exorcised salt is powerful to exorcise a demon because the spiritual power of Jesus Christ through the Church is brought to bear on the physical substance through the blessing of the priest who in the person of Christ (in persona Christi) has with his spoken word, form of prayer and authority of the Church, joined that spiritual reality to the physical substance that I or anyone else can than take and use in their homes or elsewhere.  This is theology of the body in that as the body makes visible the invisible, the salt is making visible the power of the Church in it's use because of the prayer assigned to it.

We see this through the Crucifix, the devil hates it not because it is a piece of wood with a piece of metal of an imitation Jesus that perhaps was manufactured in China, but the enemy sees the power of what it signifies, the power of the obedience and the spiritual meaning of it brought to bear and made visible through the physical form!!!!

The scapular then truly is an armor on the body.  The enrollment in a scapular then seals the person through the prayer said by the priest over the person being enrolled.  The prayer and all of the spiritual protection that comes from it's efficacy is then physicalized onto the person as an outward sign of the protection when it is worn.  Their front and their back are covered in this prayer so that no hex, vex, spell or curse can be made on this person who is shielded and protected.  I imagine anyone trying would see spiritual rubber balls bounce right off this person wearing a scapular.

So you see, those persons who were sexually abused, may have been spotted right in the womb and the enemy has from that moment on, tried to attack and destroy that person so that they could not become all that God called them to be.  The enemy has learned, that in a world of distraction and noise, the likelihood of a person hearing God's call can be drastically reduced when this person has been abused through the very deep wounds of sexual abuse.  The enemy knows that our sexuality, being a boy or girl is a sign that reveals that we were created for love and in God's image and likeness, in the image of the trinity and so the devil seeks to strike us there.

This chink in the armor can cause many of us to despair on Gods mercy, to think that how can God exist to allow this to happen to me? Perhaps we think, how can God be a loving God and let this happen? For those who do overcome that objection, the devil realizes that even though this person may come to believe that God loves them, but that the devil is working to inflict this evil deed, he knows that they will be broken.

Father wounds, intimacy issues, addictions, trust issues and so much more are now inflicted upon the soul because of the sexual abuse and so those of us who answer the call and begin healing, leak like a sieve and are not as effective in being able to bring a drink of the merciful love of Christ to others.

But what if you learned that the sexual abuse was a deliberate and purposeful targeting of you by the devil because you were marked for greatness? What if you learned that the reason you were so severely abused was because marked you amongst his chosen ones that he was in trusting gifts and charisms for the ensuring of the faith and for his plan of Divine Providence?

What you would you think then?  In the enemies eyes, we were made to be broken.  If you need healing from the lies and wounds created by the devil from sexual abuse, any childhood wound or wound from our culture, come to Crystal Lake Illinois on December 10th and be set free!!!

St. Mary MacKillop, pray for us.

Saint Mary MacKillop Shares Hope with Sex Abuse Victims
Sister Mary MacKillop will be canonized this month for her extraordinary efforts helping the poor and founding a religious order under tough circumstances, but her experience dealing with sexual abuse is propelling followers to anoint her as the patron saint of sexual abuse victims.    Since the abuse happened in the church it makes her life story connect with victims and helps represent the modern day struggle that leaders are engaged in overcoming and extricating abuse out of the church.
Sister Mary MacKillop exposed a Catholic priest of sex abuse in a parish in Australia in 1870.  After she revealed that children were being abused by Father Patrick Keating in a nearby parish, she was excommunicated from the church. 
Humiliated by the accusation, Father Keating took revenge on Sister MacKillop as she was officially excommunicated, banished from the church and denied sacrament, by Bishop Sheil, a friend of Father Keating.  Sister MacKillop’s revelation came at a time in the church’s history when church leaders did not want to hear the truth and face the problem of abuse in the church.  As a result, it was easier to punish Sister MacKillop, with contempt and strong opposition that eventually resulted in her excommunication.
With Sister MacKillop’s recent canonization, victims of sex abuse, their friends and families now can pray to her for reconciliation and healing.  Sister MacKillop has clearly shown an understanding of the pain and suffering they endured.  The church’s decision to canonize Sister MacKillop shows a great deal of hope and healing for the church and victims of sexual abuse.  The decision also shows the necessity of addressing and preventing the crimes of abuse head on, and the wisdom showed by the church in it’s ability to recognize and atone for its mistakes.
Sister MacKillop inspires us with a life that was heroic, full and holy.  Her story illustrates a remarkable life: she established an Australian religious order, taught children, worked with the poor and lived a holy life.  She stood up for victims of abuse, when the price to pay was so dear, membership to the church that she loved.

Monday, October 31, 2011


More Information On Zachary King Here! or Click On The Bottom Video "Satanist Conversion"






My talk on all of the revelations in the Tilma;


Sunday, October 30, 2011

The Blue Print To Ending Abortion


After reading the book "Demonic Abortion" put out by Human Life International, as well as my research, I have come to some pretty amazing conclusions that I will unfold over the next few days, weeks and months.

I will begin with saying, that beginning tomorrow, Monday Oct 31st of 2011 I will slowly lay the foundation to understand something very powerful.

Tomorrow at 10am Central, I will be interviewing Zachary King, a former Satanist in the largest organization of Satanism in the world.  He converted to Catholicism in 2008 and has a book coming out entitled "Abortion is a Satanic Sacrifice".

However, today, I began to put into practice, to make physical the spiritual truth that I see so clearly.  Using the story of Jericho in Book of Joshua, I used the ancient form of warfare given in the Old Testament of walking around the walls of the abortion facility on the 7th day (Today is Sunday and therefore the 7th day) and walked around 7 times.

My daughter Elisha walked with me along with several pro-life prayer warriors and using exorcised salt I sprinkled the salt around the entire building.  I prayed the St. Michael Prayer while the prayer warriors prayed the rosary, the mysteries that ANNOUNCE the victory! The Kingship of Jesus Christ and the Queenship of Mary our Mother.  I took authority in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazereth and by virtue of my baptism, and claimed that land for Jesus Christ!  I asked them to get a priest out there, to have him privately pray the Exorcism prayer of Pope Leo, because if he does it privately he does not need to get special permission.

A priest praying this prayer, because of the authority of the Church and Jesus Christ, can and does create a chink in the armor, a whole that penetrates the spiritual dome or bubble that the demonic abortion creates.  You see as we bless our homes, we bind the enemy from being able to enter.  When he consecrates that place, in the blood of demonic sacrifice, the woman who enters there, by her own free will, submits to the authority there and in a sense, falls under the dome of the enemy and the prayers of the laity, in a sense bounce like a rubber ball off of the dome.

However! When a priest is present, because he is persona Christi, because of the power of the church and the Holy Spirit, he creates a hole in the dome, and through that hole,  our prayers, divine mercy and the power of the rosary flood in and wash over everything.

In the Rockford Diocese, 4 priests showed up and stood on all four corners of the abortion facility there that has been operating for over 30 years and has been said by Joe Scheidler, to be one of the most demonic places he has ever been.  They play cursing, profanity and slander and blasphemous words on loudspeakers to shock and embarrass the people who come to pray, they hand baby dolls by the neck and hand them up in trees, they put pornography in the windows to scandalize anyone who would come to pray with their children.

But! 4 priests came, they prayed the exorcism prayer on all four corners AND Our Lady of Guadalupe Missionary image was there, she is an ICON, a spiritual doorway of grace the reveals the incarnation and these two powerful weapons, CLOSED the Rockford abortion mill down!!!!!!  How? A woman had a dream from her recently passed husband.  He was an architect.  In the dream, he told her, to contact the building inspector.  She did, and the mill, which was not up to code, was closed.  God finds a way!

Seven Priests Cause Abortion Mill To Close!

I did this today, I used the salt that has the authority of the church to exorcise the devil and I cast it onto the ground of this place.  I then marched militantly around 7 times and claimed it for Christ.  I then "shouted" on the 7th time around the Victory of Jesus through Mary as I prayed out loud the Rosary!

Thank you to the Divine Mercy Project for allowing me to stop in and share in their apostolate.  Thank you Rich, Kathy, Maria and your husband and everyone else! What a pleasure to meet you!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

DEMONIC ABORTION; Our Lady of Guadalupe and the Eucharist

I know you might be busy, but what if I told you I read a book that seemed to contain information that was revealing a battle plan for cutting of the spiritual legs of the enemy?  By enemy, yes, I mean the devil.   The way to do this? Our Lady of Guadalupe, The Eucharist and The Priesthood, particularly the exorcism prayer and the St. Michael Prayer.

After reading the book "Demonic Abortion" I was shocked another person realized what my own interior discernment was when researching Our Lady of Guadalupe and the message for the church of the 21st Century within her.

I had already come to see an ancient and diabolical religion was set up from day one to mirror or profane the one true faith, the one true God in the trinity and to profane the beauty and purpose of being made man and woman.  How this "religion" is set up is laid out in this book while to reveals how it is a profanity of all that is good and true.  Even the sacrifice of the mass, designed to be the outpouring of spiritual grace to be received by the faithful is profaned and flipped upside down and inside out by the enemy through abortion.  According to Aleister Crowley who helped to develop formal satanic practices, a infant male child sacrificed while still inside the "woman altar" is the highest altar and the highest sacrifice.

Pages/PHOTOS From "Demonic Abortion" published by Human LIfe International and written by Fr. Euteneuer. 

If abortion is the diabolical gasoline fueling the continued wounding, delusion, schism, division, destruction of dignity the person, family and the church, then shouldn't we try and take out these centers of empowerment so as to turn the tide?

I just had a speaking engagement in Maryland and a woman gave this book to me after hearing me speak on Our Lady of Guadalupe and how within the image through the lens of Iconography, reveals which and what entities we are at war with as well as what we need to be doing through her direct intercession to protect the remnant church during the season about to be unleashed onto the world.

The woman I stayed with gave me the book "Demonic Abortion" and I believe it is inspired by God and that the priest who wrote it was taken out out because his book not only reveals the battle plans of the enemy, but contains the blueprint to winning the war against abortion which is the gasoline and fuel that is driving the dark forces forward in their mission to destroy the church and humanity through the loss of dignity of the human person.

(Here is a summary on the book check it out)

After reading "demonic abortion" I realize that Fr. E must have had a huge target on his back because that book has blown my mind.  NOt only is like he read my mind and was present for each and every one of my private discernments but he put them into print.  It is a wonder that he is still alive but I can see now why he has been removed from the front lines of the battle, he was way to dangerous because he clearly has uncovered and put into print some of the key aspects of the enemies methods, gasoline and endgame.

There are many things within this book that I know we must some how get out to the rebels that are working in the trenches to thwart the ongoing slaughter of the enemy and so I am going to point out some of the main points that I think we must discuss.

1) The Battle of Jericho in the bible, he compares and contrasts the old testament and  how we need to use this battle plan as the Church seeking to build the new Jerusalem.  I am going to attach a picture I took of the graph for the battle plan and while it is very good, I see additions and changes needing to be made there. I would actually elaborate on and have done so below*.



2) He has a graph of the Religion that has been set up.  He compares it to the Catholic Church and rightly so because the enemy is the great counterfeit and that is exactly what this is. I will elaborate on this as well and the graph is attached above.  When you compare and contrast the findings within the Tilma and the meaning of the Icon of Our lady of Guadalupe, one can more easily see that not only is Fr. E right about the demonic presence and it being ancient, but there is an actual force at work.

I often say if God were a number 333 would be a number that represented him being 3 within three in this way.

So then we see 666 is a counterfeit mockery of the trinity in which many or "legion" manifest themselves.  However, I wonder why the dragon, the serpent and the scorpion on are the 3 "demonic" constellations present on OLG and they represent 6) Dragon/Draco: Deceiver, schism, confusion, division 6) Scorpio/Scorpion; The wounder, the perverter, the emasculation of men, control, domination of sexuality and of the sex (noun) 6) Hydra/Serpent: The tempter, the infestation, oppression, possession, death.  Look at the constellation over OLG above and you will see they form a demonic inverted triangle over her body with the head of the dragon being stared down by her as she protects the family and the church (as represented in the figures of her eyes).

As for the remainder of his model, I believe I would say the flip side of "grace" in his model in the Religion of the enemy is the opening of the portal, a thinning of the veil for the demonic to enter through and an increase in strength or influence.  As for the surgical tables being the altars, I would disagree and say the Woman is the altar as layed out in formal satanic practices as the highest altar from which to offer a sacrifice which is why you see rape, incest and other acts of violence utilized within these sick rituals.  

3) He reprints the way in which Planned Parenthood is marketing their abortions, even shows how they now call it a blessing and a "sacrament" thus revealing what we already knew, that it is a blasphemous act.  Please watch my videos in which I read them out loud.

4) My theory on the Aztec connection is also brought up as he shows a picture of the newest facility in TX, and one of the largest of Planned Parenthood, and it is built like a Aztec temple.  This is because (my theory) the shape is a conductor or demonic energy.  Aleister Crowley talked about the shape of buildings being like pyramids and also obelisk's being conductors of this spiritual energy.  Here is Wikipedia's description: An obelisk (from Greek ὀβελίσκος - obeliskos,[1] diminutive of ὀβελός - obelos, "spit, nail, pointed pillar"[2]) is a tall, four-sided, narrow tapering monument which ends in a pyramid-like shape at the top, and is said to resemble a "petrified ray" of the sundisk. A pair of obelisks usually stood in front of a pylon. Ancient obelisks were oftenmonolithic, whereas most modern obelisks are made of several stones and can have interior spaces.

Interestingly these shapes, structures and the like are often utilized in the Old Testament.  In Hebrews Chapter 11 we see that the physical often is a manifestation of a spiritual reality. 

Fr. Euteneuer was right about paralleling the Diabolical Religion that the devil set up in the beginning and paralleling it with the Catholic Faith to reveal how the enemy only distorts, profanes and blasphemes the truth, but he missed some key elements that reveal how it all ties together.  This is what the enemy realized and so, Fr. E was taken out in such a way that his book "Demonic Abortion" would be scrubbed from the shelves and thrown into obscurity.   Even more interesting is that his main piece of work was forwarded by Fr. John Corapi, who ALSO has been, in my opinion, attacked by the Jezebel spirit, Ashtoroth, Isis, the scorpion, whatever you want to call this 3rd entity of the this diabolical trinity I keep saying Our Lady is revealing to us through her image.  Why? Because we must know who we are fighting to name it, to cast it out by it's name. 
(If you have time, open the attachments and check out the "battle plan" set out in a graph by Fr. E in his book.  I attached copies to this email). 

*I am wondering if you noticed what I did, which is the inspired plan of seeing the the battle of Jericho by Joshua is perhaps the very battle plan for the pro-life movement to destroy these modern day temples.  Did you know that they actually built a huge Planned Parenthood abortion facility in Texas shaped as an Aztec Pyramid?  Me thinks that perhaps this Our Lady of Guadalupe thing IS uncovering a dark secret!

In the plan layer out in Joshua regarding the walls of Jericho, there is a step by step plan along with the modern day equivalent.  

Particularly the utilization of the holy of holies which would be the ark of the covenant; Our Lady of Guadaupe's missionary image as well as the the Holy within it which is the Eucharist (St. Don Bosco). 

Then there is the picking of troops which is in my opinion 40 days for life because it is infused with Divine Mercy, your love and mercy seeps and pours out and this is the antidote against the evil one.

The power of the priest and the authority of his priestly office, and the prayer for the conversion of those working there…that concept was introduced to me in about 1999 when we brought Msgr. Reilly to our town and established the Helpers of God's precious infants along with Fr. Peter West who at that time was with Priests for life.  

Could it be possible, that the actually walking around the center/mill or the entire block if the building can not be encircled, could be the very thing we are called to do?

In the Catholic Answers bible, it says that the walking around for 6 days with these things (for us it would be Eucharist, OL Guadalupe Missionary Image and Priests along with the Church Militant in SILENT prayer) then on the 7th days walking around 7 times and then shouting is actually an ancient warfare tactic that God blessed because it was a test of the peoples obedience and faithfulness and that the walls fell because they honored that in their physicaling the spiritual reality in the warfare tactic.  

If you did not know this, then what do you think of trying it?  I am sure they thought Joshua was nuts, but he did it anyway, I am sure they thought David was nuts when he went to fight goliath, but he did it anyway…and they won. 

Here is the key to it ALL FOLKS! ARE YOU READY?

We need the "picked troops" referred to in Joshua to be apostolates and ministries based and seeped in Mercy.  There tender and merciful love of God is the answer.  All of the horrific sins of the world, the holocaust and every other evil are but a drop in the ocean of God's mercy!

But, the enemy has a powerful hold on the places where these abominations against God are committed and he knows the power of blood being poured and so we MUST have the priests to wield the authority of the church over these demons.  WE need to Pray the St. Michael prayer and bind the spirits attached to the women who enter, we need Our Lady of Guadalupe who is the Arc of the New Covenant embodied in a supernatural image of receptivity and we need the Eucharist there so that the graces abound and the mercy can be received by those who enter.

When we combine the two...we see how we have the formula for winning the battle and overcoming this demonic stronghold.

Pray that more will see that both are integral.  We have some organizations doing this.  Fr. E says the demonic trinity is 1)Abortion 2)Contraception and 3)Sex Education.

1) Abortion; The means to conquer this evil is to remove the fuel, bring an end to the amount of abortions and then eliminate it all together. The organizations that I see being able to do this are;    40 Days for Life, Helpers of God's Precious Infants and Priests for Life to name a few.

2) Contraception; The Gift Foundation to help couples comprehend the gift and dignity of the marital embrace.

3) Sex Education; Theology of the Body and the Theology of The Body Institute, are the antidote for this because it reveals the gift of being made a man or a woman and what our sex (noun) reveals about our very call to love in and through our bodies.

All of this combined with Our Lady of Guadalupe, The Eucharist and the priesthood especially through The Exorcism prayer and the prayer of St. Michael The Arc Angel!

St. Michael the ArcAngel, defend us in battle

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Why Blessing Our Food Is More Important Than Ever!

Certified Halal meat is now the standard for all U.K. Subway's.  Do you know what Halal means? It means the food that has this stamp has been "processed" in in the lawful way that a Devout Muslim is able to eat it.

However, this is not comparible to "Kosher" meat.  In fact, it seems as if the food is not just being processed in any special way, but is instead being consecrated in a special way.

Do you want to eat meat that has been consecrated to Allah?  

Before you decide, read this short excerpt that was sent to me and then my commentary which follows.  



Halal is the Islamic term that 
      basically means the meat is lawful to eat  
for a devout Muslim. 
      What makes it lawful or acceptable is that the meat  
has been 
      processed in a very specific way. Now, you may think that this  

is no different than meat that is acceptable to the Jewish people 
kosher. Unlike kosher food, where the physical processing of 
      the meat is  
the focus, for Islam it is the spiritual component 
      that makes the meat  

For lawful (halal) meat in 
      Islam, the animal must be killed while the  
butcher faces Mecca , 
      and either the butcher cries “Allah Akbar” or a  
      plays the words over a loud speaker. Understand, that when they  

face Mecca , they face the black stone, the very definition of 

I am glad that Costco is finally 
      telling us plainly that the meat is  
halal or sacrificed to an 
      idol, but I have a feeling that this not to  
benefit the 
      Christian, but rather the muslim. I will state again that I  
      not fear of a lifeless false god, but the book of Acts plainly  

tells us that we are not to eat meat sacrificed to idols. The 
religion of Islam continues to make inroads into America 
      as they attempt  
to force some of our communities to submit to 
      Sharia law and demand that  
halal food be sold in mainstream 

I checked online to make sure that in fact these things are done.  It is in fact "consecrated" to Allah. 


Halal meat is the one derived from an animal that is otherwise
permissible to ingest its meat within the shari'a; not only that,but it
should have been rendered,or slaughtered,in accordance with Islamic
guidelines.That is,in summary;the animal should be slaughtered by a
sane,adult,using a sharp object to sever the throat and two neck vessels
whence the animal is lying on its left side[in the case of dextral
individuals] facing the Qiblah.A spear is used to render the camel,and a
knife to slaughter the sheep,goat,cows etc.The declaration of Bismillah,
'In the name of Allah The Great',should precede the actual act of


I always found it curious that the bible says we should not eat meat consecrated to idols.  I always assumed that passage was outdated and no longer pertained to the people of the 21st century.  After all, who consecrates their meat to idols?  Muslims do, that's who.  But is the name of this god pronounced over meat really consecrating it or effecting any real change that we as Christians should be aware of?   

It got me to thinking.  A couple of months ago there was  reading in which Jesus came out to a fig tree and with a "word" cursed the plant.  The fruit withered and died.  This got me to thinking.  I happened to have read a book through Tan Books that extols all of the blessings that come from uttering the name "Jesus".  The spoken word is POWERFUL.  Perhaps we do not realize that the mystery of the word being made flesh is revelaing the very concepts that Theology of the Body tried to share with us.  

If the Body makes visible the invisible, then we see that the the tangible, the somatic can reveal a spiritual yet invisible reality.  


How does this tie together? Well, as Christians we "bless" our food.  Yes we are thanking God for providing for us be we also bless our food.  "Bless us oh Lord AND THESE, THY GIFTS, which we are about to receive.  We then do this in HIS name! 

The Halal meat is done not only in the name of allah, but by the name spoken over it, sometimes over and over by loudspeaker.   Okay, so what's the big deal, I don't believe in Allah so it won't affect me. Maybe your thinking this all sounds new age or goofie.  Well guess what folks, while I believe the New Age movement is not only dangerous but something we must avoid, this is not New Age, this is quantum physics.  Dr. Masaru Emoto is just one of many persons who has conducted scientific experiements that have demonstrated that the spoken word can affect matter.  While some commentators have criticized Emoto for insufficient experimental controls, not sharing enough details of his approach or for designing his experiments in ways that leave them open to human error influencing his findings, I have read many of his reports and find his studies facinating.


As I read through scripture and even contemplate my faith as a Catholic, I realize that the power of the spoken word is revealed by God to His people time and time again.  But wait, there is more!  QUANTUM PHYSICS!

(What these images show is not only these “building blocks” of all that exists, but also the mechanism of the machine that makes them visible, thereby demonstrating that our vision of the subatomic world is conditioned by and dependant upon instrumental extensions of our sense of sight. There were two very disturbing consequences of this development. The first consequence of quantum mechanics was that chance was seen to play a fundamental role in the way the world works. This annoyed Einstein to the point where he remarked: “God doesn’t play dice!” Up to that point in history, physics had been “deterministic” with a definite cause for all effects, a material fact that was not only discoverable, but there was also no room for uncertainty about that cause. This was one of the central tenets not only of classical physics, but also the doctrine of materialism in all its various forms.)

 What?  Yup, the invisible can be made visible and thanks to Einstein we now realize that for every action there is a reaction and just because you can not see it with the naked eye does not mean it does not exist.  Ever see the movie "Horton Hears a Who"?


This is where Dr. Emoto comes in.  He conducted an experiment to see if the spoken word creates a noticable effect on the molecular structure of water.  What he reports is fascinating.  For those of you who have always suspected that listening to heavy metal music can change a person, pay attention this is about to get interesting.

Dr. Emoto placed glasses or vials of water in front of speakers  in which all things considered "dark, blasphemous, evil, demonic or just plain bad" where played over the speaker or spoken to the glass of water.  Words like, hate, curse you!, Satan, etc where spoken or played to the water.  (Check out my article on my blog entitled "Good Vibrations" to see the evidence that all sound creates unique vibration patterns and that these vibrations affect our bodies and our wellbeing in a profound, yet scientific way). 

 Another glass of water was placed in front of a speaker in which positive or "good" words were spoken.  Words like; I love you, Bless you, Joy, etc were played/spoken to the glass of water.  

Then the water was tested on a molecular level.  

Guess what? The water molecules changed.  In fact, when they crystalized the water to see what patterns or forms where made, proved that very strange and abstract patterns were formed from the "bad" words and elaborate and beautiful patters where formed from the "good" words.


Okay so now let's put this together.  If we already know that sound travels in waves and that these waves have specific vibrations and that our bodies react to those vibrations in measurable ways then perhaps the intensitiy, decibal level or other factor of sound can and does effect what it comes in contact with.  But what if the word itself creates a change?

What If speaking a word that is "bad" or "good" over a substance can change the molecular structure or composition of something?  Well, if this is true then we should be paying attention to what we eat and should in fact say a blessing over it if we plan on putting it into our bodies.


This got me to thinking, perhaps those who think God wants us to bless our food because he wants to be thanked, are missing a more beautiful truth.  Maybe what is acutally happening is that with the spoken word of Jesus Christ, we are blessing our food and effecting a change in it.  I  do not mean we are making it Jesus Christ, but what I am saying is that maybe the name of Jesus Christ actually effects a change on the food that will in turn, bless our bodies in more perfect way.  Why not?  

If the words of consecration, manifest a spiritual reality then perhaps by saying a simple blessing at our meals, we are entering into a mysterious reality that not only will protect us from what ever ill that may be done to food consecrated to false gods or any weird curses or incantations that someone  might have been performed over the food we eat.  We have heard that drug dealers hex or curse the drugs that they sell to ensure the person receiving it will stay bound in their addiction.  So we we know that those in the occult do many things you and I see as outlandish or perhaps ridiculous to the food they sell us.  So why not say a blessing the next time you are the dinner table.  It might just transform it into the gifts from God that it was always intended and nourish you body AND soul.